It's a quarter to 7 in the morning and I haven't slept a wink. I even took my sleeping meds which do help me to fall asleep, but after my night of tossing turning and part crying fest I gave up to embrace sleeplessness my body has fallen into. Fortunately I only work a few hours today and probably can get 4 hours of sleep before I need to wake up and start getting ready for work. Also, I'm off for the next few days before another long work week. I'm looking forward to my time off; a time of rest and recuperating.
Though I'm excited about my new job, and I feel like my life is getting back to normal, There is that creeping fatigue that comes over me if I do too much or work too hard or too long. Not only am I physically spent, but emotionally as well. Don't get me wrong, I love my job, I have fun and it feels good to do some honest work in a day. But I also look forward to my days off where I can just relax and recuperate from the previous days of work. I need that. My body craves that. It's still one indication that my lyme isn't gone, that, and my insomnia, something I've been dealing with since I first moved back to my parents in Nov. of 2009. After this week I won't be working so much and then I'm heading out of town for awhile, hopefully for some R&R, I hope my travels will be less exhausting than my little vacation I have planned.
Well it's off to bed for now. Lets hope I can get a little sleep before my work day starts.
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