Friday, June 29, 2012

new symptoms

Is been almost 3 years since my lyme disease started. In that time I went through horrible pain, insomnia, anxiety, thinking I was going crazy.

Now that I've been in texas for almost 9 months and have been working at my job for the last 8 months,  I've been going through a lot; a lot a good things a lot of stress; a lot of different things. I've met some incredible people and I'm really thankful for the doctor and I have. Since it's been 3 years I thought, I thought things were getting better, and I'm not going to lie they have. These past 6 months I've been seeing a doctor, one whom I really really love, my job is going great I couldn't ask for anything better. But as lyme disease is and  anyone else knows how lyme disease goes, this battle is not over.

At first I thought I had a sinus infection hoping it would go away like everything else. It got worse, I saw the doctor and she changed my antibiotics. I've been experiencing numbness in my feet numbness in my hands numbness in my lips. My anxiety, though I have control still feels like its bubbling up inside of me and I can't control it , especially at night when I can't sleep, my insomnia kicks in my paranoia stirs. I'm hoping being on the antibotics long enough, the symptoms will go away. But I'm still fighter no matter what I'm not giving up.